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My Evil Pen Told Me To Write This

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AlexanderKennedy87

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These are excerpts from my journal I had to write when I was in a Mental Health Hospital. They contain graphic details on my mental stability and thought process. I have had to edit these pages, due to the fact, I was on medication and not in the right frame of mind.

These are not stories but pure narrative of a mentally challenged person.

If you find some of these words offensive in anyway, you should not be here. Thank you.

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