BPD Thoughts
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  • LECTURAS 3,528
  • Votos 141
  • Partes 6
  • Hora 11m
Continúa, Has publicado jun 20, 2018
Recently, I've found myself struggling with my inner thoughts and my disorder. I thought it could be beneficial to me to write down how I'm feeling and what I'm thinking. So, this is what its like inside my Borderline Personality Disorder mind.
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Suffer

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Everyone suffers no matter how much we think we're alone, there maybe someone out there more disconnected from the rest of the world. If you had the power to help the other and didn't take it does that make you a bad person? If you had one chance to correct the world would you take it? If you were given one power what would it be? No matter what choice you make it will come haunting back to you. The good the bad there's a fine line between what people perceive as good and bad it's up to you to decide that.