Disorderly Convoluted
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Oliver Garland is just another boy trying to live out his day-to-day life in the obnoxiously cliche high school that is Westridge Central High School. He may be just like you, but he struggles to grasp the central thing a person needs to function: focus.
Oliver has Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder. Along with the constant war within his brain jumping from a simple math equation to why dolphins haven't taken over the world yet, he's lost all control of any emotion he may feel at the time. His friends and family barely can keep up with his world.
There's also one thing most do not know. He's gay.
Being a closeted teen with BPD and ADHD may have its difficulties, but will Oliver Garland give in?
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