zero • njh
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"I don't give a single fuck about anything you say, Horan.
None, nada, zero."
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Sometimes, the past gets stuck to you. It just won't let go of you, clinging to you, like the aftermath of a bad dream. That's what Maia has to deal with since she started going to high school and all her friends from middle school changed.
Sex, drugs and soccer are now a thing - at least the popular kids thinks so - but Maia likes to stay out of trouble. Just being invisible is enough for her to get through the days.
Though, when she gets close to her old friends again - and especially close to the soccer teams captain Niall Horan - her whole world is turned upside down.
Turns out that love and hate are separated only by a fine line.
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