Into the deep
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Last published Thu, Jun 21, 2018
Because this period of my life is a complete mess and I feel like I am losing myself, I will use this collection to write what I feel, without having the urge of creating something perfect or special. I have not been writing for the last few months (thruth be told, they are more than a few). I don't have time, space and my brain is not working. It's all about priorities and, unfortunately, writing is not one of those.
I don't want something perfect, I just want to share my spontenous thoughts and feelings, even tough English is not my native language. Maybe I'll write something in Italian but this is not the point of all of this.
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