Don't Leave Me

"I am... frustrated." I began. Okay now he was really amused. The fucking bastard; he was grinning like the bitch he was. I rolled my eyes.

"I'm sure you could find someone to help you out with your... frustration." He tried to sound as serious as he could but he didn't manage that very well.

"I don't want to sleep with a random guy. I want to..." I took a deep breath, blushing like a 7 year old. "I want to do it myself."

"Okay. But...?" He was confused. Yeah time to explain that I've had sex with a lot of guys but I don't know how to make myself come. Great; that's going to be fun.

"I've never..."

"You're a virgin?" He asked shocked and I chocked on my saliva.

"No, you fucking idiot. I've never masturbated."

"Oh." Now he was the one blushing and avoiding my gaze. I love karma.

"I've heard a lot of girls talking about how good you are in bed. So... any advice?"
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If you've been at your lowest you can only go up, right? Nahhh... You can go so much lower I can't even begin to describe it.
Your parents telling you they're not actually your parents isn't so bad, leaving your boyfriend and your life to go to a boarding school isn't so bad, being hunted down by your dad's killer isn't so bad. But being attracted to your very charming, very hot and very unstable PE teacher is very bad. Especially if you've known him since you were a child and he is 10 years older than you. But hey, bad choices make great stories, or so they say.

⚠️Trigger warning
This book contains graphic scenes that depict violence, sexual abuse and drug addiction.

This book is not fully edited.