Confession to my partner
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Last published Fri, Apr 12, 2024
*ADDITION*
What is this book?
This book is not in any specific category, its more of a mish-mash of random things. Biography/diary/my own thoughts/things that have been happening to me/quotes/anything else I want to write about....and so on....
*ORIGINAL BLURB*
The title of this.....I'm very sarcastic. Please forgive me
Part 1 requires a bit of background description first - in short - I was talking to my partner about my current depression, and I said in my case I think it is genetic, because of my mother (I think I got it from her) he didn't understand, and so I wrote it all down while he was sitting next to me. I was writing while he was reading, as I was too upset to tell him with my voice, I typed it all out. here is a glimpse to my dark past. I didn't have the best start in life, but I am sharing this in the hope that it may help some people. I want to keep on living, and I want to help other people, as they have helped me...
This project is a sort of biography/random information about me. I cannot place this in a category as such, its just a thing if you want to know a little more about me.
*ADDITION 3*
This is a dumping ground for whatever I want to put here. You may have figured this out by now....but I am a bit all over the place
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