THIS BOOK IS NOT COMPLETE AND I HAVE NO PLANS OF EVER COMPLETING IT. SORRY! Book #3 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "Even if you do apologize, that doesn't mean everything if fixed. It won't just magically go back to the way things were before we broke up. We can't keep ignoring our problems, Shawn. Ignoring is exactly what got us into this situation in the first place. "I know." he sighs. "But I miss you..." "I miss you too, but what does that even mean?" I begin, sitting up. "Every time you're out of my life, I start to become a better person; I change my messed up ways. I can actually go to parties now without getting completely fucked up. I miss you so much, but Shawn? Every time you come back, so do all of my bad habits and negative ways. I try to tell myself that I don't want you, but every time I see you again, my heart races and my head hurts in the best way possible. How are we supposed to be together if we only bring out the worst in each other?" Shawn just stares at me, his tongue darting out to wet his lips before he speaks. He doesn't even realize how attractive is in the most mundane ways. I swallow hard. "We're toxic together Helaina, and we both know it, but truthfully? I don't think either of us really cares." - This book contains explicit material.
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