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My not so perfect life

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This is my first story I've really ever shared with anyone so yeah please don't be too critical. Anyway here it goes.                                         Willow is a young girl growing up in a hateful world, but she doesn't realize because her family have always hidden the truth from her. Until her 14th birthday she thought life was peachy perfect. She was horribly mistaken. When she finds out about the real world she is living in, she doesn't handle life very well. She has no idea how to deal with her new world. And she can only think of one way out of this mess. Only one option to rid of her never ending pain. Only on option to finally be happy once again. Only one option to escape her past and the lies she once faced.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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