Sometimes you think that we are prepared to live a life of safety where those around us remain honest and helpful. They will be there for us in times of need, in deprivation and when we need company the most. Those times when we feel abused and that no one understands us they will be that one person who we can rely on to help us through the pain. I thought that too. How could i be so stupid? Who am i but a foolish girl who loved too quickly, who trusted too soon. I dreamed too much, devoted myself to those around me and what am i left with? I have nothing.