HERETIC • Reflections on Unorthodox Pilgrimage
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Complete, First published Jun 23, 2018
In October 1991, Tom Joyce was one of three partners in a successful San Francisco advertising agency. He had been blessed with a precocious nine-year-old son, a beautiful pregnant wife and what looked like a bright future. Life had other plans. The firestorm in the Oakland Hills spared his family but took everything else, precipitating a decade of spiritual disruption, tearing him away from a comfortable suburban life and compelling him to the far corners of the Earth. 

Heretic is a memoir chronicling this ten years of personal upheaval and reorientation, a journey from the fragrant gardens and gritty streets of Kathmandu to the polished marble and prayer rugs of Mecca's Masjid al-Haram, a grueling trek across the Himalaya to the mythic Mount Kailash in Western Tibet, culminating with a near-death-rebirth in the murderous human crush of the Sa'udi Jamarat. Before this unorthodox pilgrimage concludes, Joyce will stand naked beneath Tibet's "Stairway to Heaven," witness his father's last breath, taste his own blood mixed with ouzo on the summit of Olympus, discover "the Contraries" in a Greek Orthodox monastery on Mount Athos, face self-delusion in the arms of a sensual oracle at Delphi and stare into the cold eyes of a virulent mutation of Islam that will soon challenge the values and moral fabric of Western civilization.  

Throughout this five-part narrative, Joyce examines the heretical origins, gradual evolution into religious orthodoxies and inevitable corruption of the world's great spiritual traditions-in the process discovering an underlying path-common to all faiths-wherein spirit and flesh merge and transcend cultural differences. Heretic asks universal questions and posits some unorthodox answers, in the process exposing the long-accepted lies propagated by entrenched dogmas that blind human beings to their true nature.
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72 parts Complete Mature

[COMPLETED] I was cursed at such a young age, abandoned by my own wolf and the Moon Goddess for something that wasn't in my control. I don't even think having a mate is in the cards for me... ✨🌘✨ I jumped when the final horn sounded, circling the garden before everyone became silent. They all returned to their seats, my father rising from his chair as I stood from my seat along with the other pups. I struggled to breath as we took our position, standing in the centre away from everyone else. My father offered me a reassuring glance though it did nothing to ease my anxiety, all I had to do now was wait. My eyes widened when the moons blue light shined down on me, illuminating my skin as I stared up at the sky in awe. "We thank the moon goddess for the power of her light..." I dropped my gaze back down, my fathers words surrounding us, "...Shall it bathe you and grant you strength, agility, speed like the wolf..." The pups around me began to moan in pain, capturing my attention as I furrowed my brows. Their features were all contorted by an invisible pain that inflicted them but I felt absolutely nothing. My heart raced when their groans of pain became screams but I- I suddenly drop to the ground, a painful throbbing in my head forcing me to the ground. I grip the sides of my head, screaming. I don't know how to explain it but it felt as though my brain was tearing in two, like my head was cracking open. When the pain stopped, I found myself surrounded by wolves, the shifted pups. Looking down at myself, I only see my body, no paws and no fur. I hadn't shifted... ✨🌕✨ Book 2* 'The Wolven King' is the first book and must be read in order to understand this one. ⚠️ WARNING!! This book is mature and should only be read if you are 18+. There are depictions of violence, mature language, sexual behaviour and sexual abuse.