Questioning my sexuality

I suck at descriptions so I'm just going to give you the basic overview, ok?

There's this girl. 14 years old, English.
She has thought she was straight her whole life. Well.
Apart from having a crush on a girl at age ten.
Now she's so confused, because she finds herself not only attracted to guys but-well..you'll have to read and find out won't you? I can't give away the whole plot in the description!

P.S. And yes I know I'm terrible at descriptions, but give it a chance ok?

P.P.S. And ignore the picture I had no idea what to put ok?

P.P.P.S. This story may also contain scenes of neglect, abuse from parent to child, abuse in a romantic relationship, some violence, and some scenes of depression or anxiety. The story will not revolve around these scenes but will include them as they are part of life and I wish for this to be realistic. I will not go into huge amounts of detail however as I understand this may be upsetting to some people.

P.P.P.P.S. I'm sorry if it's really terrible by the way, I've always wanted to write but have never been very good at it. If you like it I'd appreciate if you let me know, as I often lack motivation and am a Level 10 procrastinator.