My enemy is inside me

It was a terrible feeling that I had that time when Adam left it seemed to me that he said by his leaving I don't want to face it , I don't want to believe it ,you have to face it alone but I know in my heart that he was afraid he was afraid of losing me , he was afraid of watching me dying every day but he shouldn't have been afraid cause he was the one that I could rely on , he was my shelter , my home , my everything , at that time there was a whisper inside telling me ' he gave up on you , he left you in the darkness ' but my heart was saying ' he just afraid of being in the world without you , he is afraid of not being here without you , just believe in him ' .