He found me He liked me He coveted me He owned me He kept me He sustained me He possessed me He loved me He broke me Although I have been having very weird dreams and incessant fevers. I've still basically been living a normal life so I find it alarming that all of a sudden I start having strange symbols on my arm and my boyfriend manages to drag me into a mess that he made with some dangerous men. Its even stranger for me because I can't help my attraction to the most intimidating one of them all. Why does my heart beat faster when he's near me and why does he act like he knows me? I know he's dangerous but I find myself craving something I know I should not have.