I tried to save myself
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Last published Sat, Nov 6, 2021
The tears won't stop flowing.
Depressed deku AU
Deku is bullied all throughout middle school after someone found out his secret, he was bisexual. Hate came for him in a flash. Even his childhood friend Bakugo joined in on the "fun".it wasn't fun for deku. Now he might be in UA, but he can't escape his own mind.
This is a kastudeku love story with depression, anxiety, and love in it.
There is no update schedule just when I feel like it honestly..
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