Sometimes, when you don't want to give away anything, maybe don't just make some mistakes. Sometimes, when you want to fix a mistake, maybe don't just make some new mistakes. Ash knows well enough how she was raised by the streets (and a mother that refused to have any children). And she don't want no mistakes either, she's got enough of them throughout her life. But the fact that she's also made by a mistake just made it worse. I mean, who would want to be kicked out of home at 16 (and maybe, don't just spend your night seeking shelter in town parks). That's... until someone came into her life. And no, he didn't change anything. Her life is still full of mistakes, since he was also made by mistake. Ash is now left doubting if their encounter was a mistake, too (and maybe, don't just talk about feelings).