Mad Love (Jane x Jeff The Killer)

My name is Jane Arkensaw a.k.a "Jane The Killer" and who I am now is all because of him. The infamous psychopath Jeffery Woods a.k.a "Jeff The Killer" but let me ask you this have you ever made mad love with a psychopath but hate him at the time, well I did and at the same I loved it but hated it. The more time I spend with Jeff it leaves me with these feelings that kill me inside, I love him but also hate him it doesn't make any sense