Kai wakes up one day and realizes that he has nothing left. So, he makes the most rational decision he can and he takes a swan dive off of a bridge into the freezing cold abyss below. This is the account of why he did it. What drove his inner darkness, what slowly destroyed him. What ate at his heart until he was pushed into a corner. WARNING! Do NOT read if you struggle with or have struggled with: Depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts. I don't want you to hurt yourself to read this.