Without You

It was a normal day and then suddenly it wasn't. The clear, grey sky that I had admired this morning, now seemed to be a dreary, depressing, soulless color with no clouds or sunshine. Just empty and that's exactly how I felt. That was the day you left. The day my paradise turned into a shit show. The day my new, unwanted, miserable life began. You went off to chase your dreams, leaving me behind. Now there's no one to save me.

"...... I-I wanted....to tell you.. but, how... could I hold you back from your happiness. I know you.... and if I would've told you what was going on, you would have stayed. I don't want to hold you back. I want to hold onto our friendship as long as possible because I know someday my spot will be taken and I will be tossed away....... So tell me, Jungkook, how did you expect me to tell you?"

"I replaced the flowers you gave me with paper ones because I was desperate to see how things would look if they stayed......never wilted.... never damaged....... never touched. But things always have a way of damaged, don't they?"