I wanted to be "normal" - Orko Deybakshi - Wattpad

Story cover for I wanted to be "normal" by OrkoDeybakshi

I wanted to be "normal"

GELESEN 85
Stimmen 1
Teile 4
Zeit 10m

GELESEN 85
Stimmen 1
Teile 4
Zeit 10m

mentalhealing spiritualjourney

Have you ever looked at random people when you're out in public and thought "what does being normal mean? What is normal?" I've been tossing that question in my mind for quite a while now, this "story" is kind of my own story from my own point of view, I want to talk about one of my biggest insecurities and my biggest fears, or one of my biggest goals. This "story" I don't know what to call it, it talks about my depression, it has been really difficult for me to open up but I feel like I want to do this and I have to do this to be who I amAlle Rechte vorbehalten

mentalhealing spiritualjourney

Inhaltsverzeichnis

4 Kapitel

Melden Sie sich an und fügen Sie I wanted to be "normal" zu deiner Bibliothek hinzuzufügen und Updates zu erhalten

oder

#2mentalhealing

Inhaltsrichtlinien

Vielleicht gefällt dir auch

He is my lover von dr3wdr0p

Quite the love, you think? Quite the pain, you remember? Flashbacks of restlessness? Yes. Thinking of it as a life lesson in different language. Slender man? Just a story? just a mental illness? Hopelessness? just average? What else could it be, a journey?

Contract Marriage: I've always loved you ✅ von mehaklovely

He fell in love with the girl he had a one-night stand with. When her true nature revealed, he hated himself for loving her and decided never to see her again. However, his fate took an unexpected turn and entangled him in a contract marriage with her, turning the girl he despised into his temporary wife. Will their love-hate relationship lead to a deeper connection, or will it keep them forever bound by the terms of their contract? *** As I spank her, Grace questions in a surprised tone, "What was that?" "That was for leaving your husband alone in the pool," I respond in a teasing tone, seizing her waist and pulling her towards me, stealing her breath. "But, my dear husband, you're pissing me off. Just move away." She tries to break free from my grasp. "Stop moving, Mrs Grey!" "No, I won't listen to you, Mr Grey. You told me you don't want me, so why are you here again?" "I didn't say that I don't want you," I whisper, closing the distance between us, my lips nearing my angry wife's. "It means the same!" She rolls her eyes. "I want you so damn much, okay? And I'm ready to regret it again and again for doing this. Today, I'll show you how much I desire you, my wife." I confess, my fingers playing with her wet hair, and my hand still firmly gripping her waist. "So tell me. Who is stopping you, husband?"

Just Go With It von babygurll98

Megan attends college at Clemson University and she has a boyfriend, Christian, that she has been with since high school. She has the great best friend, nice apartment and car and she's a year away from her degree, but something just feels missing. Megan doesn't hate her life by any means... She's just gotten sort of bored with it, always feeling like there's something else she needs... Until she meets... Noah. She never expected to meet someone like him much less feel the sparks that ignite as soon as they meet eyes.... Can she just ignore feelings like that? Feelings she never felt before, not even from her own boyfriend. Noah won't be able to resist though, he has to do something about it... about her. Will she give in to the feelings taking over her? ---------- Excerpt: "Oh, you've been picturing me naked have you?" She asked sort of becoming amused now. Shit do I sound like a pervert? "No that's not what I mean...I just..." I tried to laugh it off hoping she wouldn't think I was a douche. She glanced inside through the sliding doors to see what looked like the girl she was dancing with earlier looking for her. When she turned back to look at me she had a look in her eyes that while I didn't know what it meant was still incredibly sexy. "Damn that's too bad... because I have been thinking about you naked since I ran into you this morning." She said confidently standing up and walking past me towards the house but not before brushing her hand across my leg. I watched her in awe as she walked back inside swinging her hips making my eyes go straight towards her ass. I sat there for a few minutes confused but extremely turned on... I couldn't lie I was definitely picturing her naked now.

Lonely Heart von YukichiAi

Have you ever felt like you are not needed or like this world you where born into sucks? Well you shouldn't because no matter what there will come a time when you find someone who needs you and only you. When that someone appears he is going to change your entire world along with your view of it. He will break into your thick barrier and bring you out of it and then you will finally see just how beautiful this world actually is. ---------------------------------------------- P.S. Hi everyone, I'm YukichiAi :P, this is my first story, I don't know if it's any good but I do hope you enjoy it. (I'll apologize beforehand if the parts are too short)

love at first sight von ClareKirkland

Since I've first seen her in my forest that first day I couldn't look away I couldn't stop thinking about her but I still wonder why I saved her I'm supposed to be hiding who I am but for some reason when it came to her I didn't care if she saw me or not. I sometimes wonder if she's my soul mate but I'm not going think about it cause soul mates don't exist not when your a half breed. I remember when I saw him he was beautiful and to top it off he saved me from freezing now he's the only one I think about the only one I want to be around sometimes I wonder if we were meant to be lovers, i'm obsessed with him and I don't know why and I'm not saying though three words they don't exisit not really but that's all starting to change as we together more and more.

Broken Soul von sleepytinker__

"Stop pretending. Boyfriend, right? With whom you'll be hanging out once Eth and your Dad are gone." I stared at him in disbelief. "What more things are you gonna do? I would love to know more." "Dante please, leave." I tried to push him away but instead he held my hands and pinned them behind me pulling me closer to him, our chest crashed with each other. His one hand came up to my lips, I gulped hard he looked really angry. His eyes landed on my lips tracing his thumb over my bottom lip he asked "Did he kiss you?" I remained quiet. Taking his gaze off my lips he looked me in the eye and asked again "Did he kiss you?" "Why do you care?" I asked back. ************************************** Dante Armel, a billionaire to whom success is everything and the word love, it doesn't have any meaning in his life. He does care about people, his people whom he loves the most and can go any extent to protect them. Emily Hart, an innocent girl with a horrible past, adopted at the age of 15 after her parents death in an accident. Can't say what relationship they shared in the past but one misunderstanding leads Dante to hate Emily but still he can't stop caring about her, being a jealous ass on seeing her with some other guy. But there is something about Emily no one knows, not even Dante. Let's see what this love-hate relationship leads to in the end....

The Fantastic Extravaganza Carnival! von H0rr0rGh0st

The Fantastic Extravaganza Carnival! (a.k.a, CIRCUS) is a surreal ensemble road trip where reality bends, objects have personalities, time doesn't work right, and the characters are too distracted by their own odd fixations to make sense of what's happening. Imagine 'Alice in Wonderland' meets a chaotic improv comedy show, but inside a van that may or may not drive itself, where every stop is a different pocket universe.

Jōshō Arashi (Rising Storm) von Haupkar22

I don't know whether I'm human or a demon. I don't know what my purpose here is. all I know is that I'm not normal, and I never will be. I am treated different no matter how people see me. I am not normal like them yet they treat me with kindness. I am lucky, to have such a life when the people around me are suffering.

Thoughts And Excerpts. || #Wattys2018 von Bunny5002

||Started: 1st April 2018.|| ||Ended: 15th November 2018|| some things I think about :) Along with some quotes that I add deeper meaning too. Some things that I talk about in this book are to no one. Some are dreams. Some are nightmares. Also some things in this book haven't happened to me. Its happened to a friend or I saw it on the internet and changed it up. Also my writing changes throughout this shitty book. Enjoy :)) (Previously known as 'Random Thoughts) {Highest ranking: #222, #85 in poem 2018 #666 in deep 0-o ) P.S. I have a great family life and I am not and (hopefully) never will be suicidal. My family means the world to me. ❤

Vielleicht gefällt dir auch

Slide 1 of 9

He is my lover cover

Contract Marriage: I've always loved you ✅ cover

Just Go With It cover

Lonely Heart cover

love at first sight cover

Broken Soul cover

The Fantastic Extravaganza Carnival! cover

Jōshō Arashi (Rising Storm) cover

Thoughts And Excerpts. || #Wattys2018 cover

He is my lover

Quite the love, you think? Quite the pain, you remember? Flashbacks of restlessness? Yes. Thinking of it as a life lesson in different language. Slender man? Just a story? just a mental illness? Hopelessness? just average? What else could it be, a journey?