is it so hard to understand?

is it so hard to understand that my life isn't perfect, that im in a constant ill state of mind
"just exercise" "she's doing it for attention"
"she's a liar" "she doesn't have it THAT bad"
"she has a good home life. so why is she so depressed?"
"spoiled rotten."

no, if i could change myself i would.

idk why you're reading this because im seriously messed up but if you are going to journey through my prison of a mind, you'll probably want to seek professional help.

this is my story, please don't judge. ily all and you are perfect to me. im here to talk.
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