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Surviving Myself

ChloeTigerHoran

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Reads 894
Votes 75
Parts 49
Time 56m

ChloeTigerHoran

conversion daydreaming disability disorder dissociative doubt functional health illness journey life maladaptive maladaptivedaydreaming movement myself neurological personal poetry surviving thoughts undiagnosed

My body was screaming at me, for me
To stop.
And this evidence is telling me why I had to listen.
It seems you can't beat your body,
Ever, but especially not when it's fighting for you and against you.

New poems about similar topics to usual with the addition of a possible dissociative disorder (Functional Movement/Neurological Disorder). Welcome to the ways in which I survive myself which vastly involves Maladaptive Daydreaming.

Reading, voting and commenting is truly appreciated, as always! 💖All Rights Reserved

conversion daydreaming disability disorder dissociative doubt functional health illness journey life maladaptive maladaptivedaydreaming movement myself neurological personal poetry surviving thoughts undiagnosed

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