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Last published Tue, Jul 24, 2018
A suicide attempt shatters hearts, who thought a happy go lucky kid could do this to himself?
Ethan has a lot going for him: a full ride scholarship, a best friend that would do anything for him, and a pretty decent paying job. But behind the scenes is awful voices, unbearable loneliness, and parents who don't quite understand, which push him over the edge. In a coma Ethan reviews his life in a series of good and bad, and in the end fate lets him decide.
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