Regret
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Last published Thu, Apr 23, 2015
The past is locked it can never be changed , it's something that you can't go back to . For me , I'd pay anything to change it ,but I can't . The past is in the Past . We have to let it go . For me , I took my life for granted never took anything seriously , except studies and books . I really didn't pay attention to friends , I have but just some , I never cared about Love , I hate it , People say it's inevitable , but I doubt it . I felt too confident that I could step my way out of it , like it was counting 1 , 2 , 3 . I was wrong . Confidence woke me up to reality . It's been 8 years , since the start of my experience and 6 years since I stopped . Love , it's inevitable I proved it on my way . Would you like to join me in unlocking my past once more , bringing it back to life , feeling it , and regretting about it . Would you like to join me in facing what I'm scared of the most . My WORST ENEMY and GREATEST FEAR : REGRET
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