Silent Promise
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Last published Tue, Jun 19, 2012
Throughout my life I never expected myself to feel this way even in my own family. Left out and not worthy of anything. Sometimes I wonder if I bring home a guy would he look at me or my sister. But then again I think, "maybe I'm not worthy of anyone." I get annoyed for a reason. That's because I'm hurt. Hurt because I feel wronged. Wronged because I can't find that one. That one that I want to share things with. The one that excepts me with open arms. Anyone to except me period. I tell you this because I know there are others out there that feels what I feel. I grew up in a full house but yet I still feel so alone.
I learned at an early age that you have to find something that you are passionate about in order to keep pushing through. Notice how I didn't say keep going but I said keep pushing through.
Half of the time the thing that can hurt you the most aren't words or actions. It's loneliness.
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so, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been so exhausted. I'm not better, I'm not sure if i ever will be, but I'm not numb, not entirely. I can't say how I'm feeling, or what i am going to write, but if you want it, it's here. This is for you. For everyone who was made to be the villain by those meant to be by their sides. For everyone with a sensitive heart made to grow strong much too quickly. For everyone who struggles to get out of bed in the morning. For everyone who never could find the words to say why. For everyone who struggles to feel and for everyone who feels too much. For everyone who had to pick themselves back up. For everyone who had to parent themselves. For everyone fighting an invisible battle. For everyone who has been underestimated. For everyone who has to flee to other worlds to cope. For everyone who found other means to silence their voices. For everyone who was silenced. For everyone who was over powered. For everyone who was made to be less. For everyone who had to watch someone else suffer and stay silent. For everyone asking themselves, why? Why would you do this? What did I do? Why is this happening to me? It was never your fault.
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