Silent Promise

Throughout my life I never expected myself to feel this way even in my own family. Left out and not worthy of anything. Sometimes I wonder if I bring home a guy would he look at me or my sister. But then again I think, "maybe I'm not worthy of anyone." I get annoyed for a reason. That's because I'm hurt. Hurt because I feel wronged. Wronged because I can't find that one. That one that I want to share things with. The one that excepts me with open arms. Anyone to except me period. I tell you this because I know there are others out there that feels what I feel. I grew up in a full house but yet I still feel so alone. 

I learned at an early age that you have to find something that you are passionate about in order to keep pushing through. Notice how I didn't say keep going but I said keep pushing through. 

Half of the time the thing that can hurt you the most aren't words or actions. It's loneliness.