He Loves Me【Zane X Reader】[ Completed ]
Mariko_Akiyama
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Mariko_Akiyama
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CONTENT CONTAINS :

SELF HARM
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
DRUG USE
&
STRONG LANGUAGE

IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!!

•

" But your so cold to me sometimes "

" I have anger issues "

" From now on, can we like, be more than friends? "

" Like, we're dating? "

" Of course "

•

I was put in the orphanage by mistake, I always think my parents abandoned me for no reason, I usually get bullied at school. Calling me names and other stuff.

It hurts to hear those words, so I have to do something to numb them. Cutting is all I can think of. Sneaking out at night is what I do mostly. Now my adoptive parents are sending me to collage, I can't sneak out anymore.

Which takes all the fun away.

I met a few kids that are nice, but I sometimes ignore them. I just treat them coldly until I got to know them better, and for the bullies, I do payback's.

No one cares about me, actually one guys does, but he doesn't only care about me,

He loves me.

Who is this guy?, what makes him lover her?, will she ever find out?, will they have a happy ending?

Read this book to know.

[ Completed ]

Started : 20th January 2019.
Finished : 18th June 2019.

[ Highest Ranking : #1 in Aphmau ]
[ #13 in Zane ]
[ #1 in Zane X Reader ]
[ #3 in He Loves Me ]

Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN.

My OC :

Xelora Kiselyov
Catherine Fox
Ash Lee Mandrell
Natalie Rosetta Mandrell
Coraline Alycia Jones
Mariko Akiyama
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