Once Again
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Ongoing5m
Last published Thu, Jun 28, 2018
He refuses to do it. To change me into someone like him because he's afraid it will "Ruin me". But how is this better than what this is doing to him. What happens when I die again? He repeats it? Over and over again until he gets exhausted. I don't want to leave him again. To forget everything that happened. I don't want to die again because I can tell it hurts him. For him to have to try to get me back every time and for me not to remember anything about him, all of the moments we shared. I need it to stop.
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