I Have Died Before
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Last published Fri, Jul 13, 2018
[Trigger Warning: Self harm, anxiety, depression, and rather strong language at times]
---Jackie has depression. It's been a key factor in his life for as long as he can remember, and no one seems to understand. Not his brother Jamie, not his parents, not even his brother's wife Penelope. Jackie only has himself, and that's how it's always been. But one day, Jamie and Penelope drag Jackie to a park across town and Jackie meets Nico, a young man with severe anxiety who has also found that no one seems to understand him either. Soon, Jackie and Nico learn to understand each other and they become friends, and possible lovers.---
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