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Written in Our Scars

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His bright blue eyes seemed to stare into my soul as the knife dug through my flesh.  Just last night he was the most loving boyfriend in the world. He took care of me as I mourned the 5 year anniversary of my father's death.  His touch was so soft, so warm. Then this morning, his touch was burning my skin as his stare made me feel worthless and like his prey.
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His  bright hazel eyes kept glancing at me as I did my job. I couldn't help but notice him look then quickly look back down at his drums as he got back into the song. His dirty blonde hair bouncing as he hit the drums harder. He never looked at me the way Alex looked at me. He made me feel special. He made butterflies fill my stomach every time he just looked my way.All Rights Reserved

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Resistance • l.h. by chubbypandaz

He paused, looking over at me and frowned, his beautiful face contorting into a sad grimace. "Why did you resist me?" I felt his hand reach out and stroke my cheek, and I had a hard time refusing the urge to lean into his gentle touch. "I want answers," I demanded. "About what?" "Oh, I don't know," I spat quietly, "Maybe for starters, you can explain what the hell is going on. I mean, you're here trying to...touch me, and you're my freaking step-father! I mean, you've banged my mother before!" I slowly watched the corners of his lips twist upward, until he had a smirk plastered across his face. He leaned down, shrinking down to my petite height I highly despised, especially at times like these. "Mmmm, angel," he hissed against my ear, it doesn't mean that she was the one I thought about." --------- Mature rating. Don't read if you find it uncomfortable, etc.

Childhood Sweethearts by LaurenJ22

#1 Teen Fiction | #1 Young Adult | #1 Romance "We all need someone to drive us mad." - The Wombats. He stared arrogantly down at me, a smirk plastered across his face. I sneered up at him with distaste, wanting to wrap my fingers around his neck and strangle that smirk off of him. He brushed my golden hair from my face, his long, slender fingers sparking electricity in my skin, making my knees wobble together. "Will you ever, forgive me?" he whispered huskily, his eyes intently staring into mine. His face was only mere inches from me. I just needed to reach out a little further to kiss him... "Yeah. Over my dead body." I snapped, before throwing my arms out forcefully, shoving my hands into his chest, pushing him from me. -*-*-*- He, is Carter Williams. I, am Lacey Adams. We were once, inseparable. The 'Golden Couple'. The unbreakable best friends, that everybody envied. Nothing could get between us. A part from being tighter than white on rice, we updated our status from friends to being in a relationship, frequently. We were neighbours, which meant our families were all close and even co-owned houses around our town. This, all is, until the day of my sixteenth birthday. Everything changed. The loving relationship we shared, was severed and torn apart. I couldn't hardly stand to look at him any more, without spitting fire that is. Every day is torture being around him. He was in all my classes at school and the window in my room was even directly aligned with his. So, what happens? My mother's mum gets sick, so dad and her fly out. Just them. Leaving me to stay with Carter and his parents, who are never home. We would be alone. In one house. Under the same roof. If I was insane before, I have no idea what I am now. © 2016 by LaurenJ22. All rights reserved.

Good Girls Are Bad Girls by siexxrra

"Where are you, and I'm so sorry. I cannot sleep, I cannot dream. I need somebody, and always this thick strange darkness comes creeping on. So haunting every time, and as I stared I counted the webs from all these spiders; catching things and eating their insides. Like indecision to call you, and hear your voice of treason. Will you come home and stop this pain tonight, stop this pain tonight?" I repeated the familiar Blink 182 lyrics as I lied in my cold, dark room looking towards the cieling; while my drunken father beat on the door. I ignored his screams, his threats, "I need someone to help me." I mumbled to myself; my voice cracking. I rolled over as tears washed over my cheeks, "Ashton you piece of shit!" I heard him scream through the damaged door. Finally, he gave up like normal. I laid in the dark silence, my breathes filling the air. I felt my eyes grow heavy, and then everything went black. - [© 2014, SIERRA LEE. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. THIS WORK CONTAINS MATERIAL PROTECTED UNDER INTERNATIONAL AND FEDERAL COPYRIGHT LAWS AND TREATIES. NO PART OF THIS WORK MAY BE REPRODUCED OR TRANSMITTED IN ANY FORM OR BY MEANS WITHOUT EXPRESS WRITTEN PERMISSION FROM SIERRA LEE.]

Her Capture, His Desire by alluringdiva

"Please don't hurt me" I begged. "Oh I'm not going to hurt you... not as long as you behave yourself" he said, leaning his face closer to mine. I could feel his hot breath on my face and I could smell his cologne, it was a scent of musk and something darker... "But if you try anything..." he says, his voice taking a dangerous edge. "If you try to run or scream or otherwise cause any trouble... well then, I might change my mind". My heart rate quickened and I just nodded my head. "Good girl, you're making this easier for both of us". Suddenly, he grips my chin tightly, his body now fully pressed against mine, I could feel his hardness against my body and I let out an involuntary gasp. "Shh, you don't want to wake mommy and daddy do you?" I nodded my head, unable to form words . "Good girl, just do as I say and every thing will be fine..." ♥ A girl is separated from the only person who cared for her when she is sold to the Mafia. The person she's given to happens to be a cruel yet powerful Mafia King. As time goes by he can't help but feel possessive of her and starts caring for her in his own way. However the dangerous world they inhabit is anything but forgiving. Together they must navigate the dangerous world of the mafia and find a way to balance their relationship amidst a web of violence and deception. Will they be able to find a way to stay together or will the dangerous world they inhabit tear them apart and leave their story unfinished?. Find out in this thrilling story of danger, desire and redemption which will keep you on the edge of your seat till the very last chapter...

Who would have known? //5sos//L.H// by REAwriting

TW: SLEF HARM - DEPRESSION - SUICIDE- MISCARRIAGE Alex a barely surviving her days , the only thing keeping her afloat was her favorite band 5sos. Her anchor in her pathetic life. Till one day her life flips around and she meets them. What will happen to her , the minute she falls in love? Will her life ever be the same again?

Dipping in the River 《Editing》 by StefaniJoans

"Are you sure about this?" "Oh my God, just kiss me already!" That's all it took for him to embrace my body and take me in for a deep kiss that sent fireworks burning up my skin pleasurably. Our hands were running against each other as things got more heated by the second. He felt around down my stomach and started to slowly run his hands up my shirt until he was able to make all of my insecurities start to float away and disappear. I was left with just my bra and sweatpants on. He ran his tongue and small kisses along my body from my jawline and neck to the top of my breast. He sucked down on my collar bone making foreign noises escape from my mouth. He disconnected his lips from my body abruptly and looked into my eyes with no emotion showing on his face. I looked back at him with a breathless and puzzled face. "I love you, you love me, we're a happy family." "Huh?" I looked at him with complete and udder confusion. "With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you-" I frowned when I realized what was happening. Everything went black for a moment and it lead me to open my eyes only to see the ceiling of my room. I sat up and reached over to shut my Barney song alarm off. ----- ⚠️ Mature language and mature scenes ⚠️ ----- I worked very hard on this book and I doubt you will regret reading it. That's how confident I am about this story! ----- 11/4/2018 ••• 4/27/2019

No Shame by calicondortatt

An Ashton Irwin Fanfic. WARNING: MATURE AUDIANCES ONLY. 18+ Graphic Smut // Drug use Read at your own risk ---- preview ---- "Sweetheart..." he began, his large hand snaked behind your back to your neck, cupping your jaw. His eyes flickered as they looked in yours, holding you still. He smiled, that smile you loved so much, his face came inches from yours. You felt the breath of his nose on your lips, frozen in your spot. "I've wanted this the moment I laid eyes on you", he confessed. Oh. Your lips had a mind of their own - before he could say anything else, they were on his. Those lips you've carefully studied for four months, now. The lips he was constantly putting chap-stick on. The ones he bit just a bit during interviews when he was nervous. He tasted like weed, mint, and him. His lips were silky, his movements were harsh yet soft, and you remember thinking: I could do this for hours. You felt his hands freeze and then grip your waist, pulling you closer to him so you were chest to chest. Frantic, you grabbed his face and licked his bottom lip, a tiny moan leaving your mouth, surprising him when you rolled your hips on his. Without even hesitating, he pulled back at your noise, his wild eyes on yours, dark. "Yeah?" he nodded slowly, consenting to this. Your lips attached to the spot under his ear, sucking it gently and quickly, making him huff and pull you closer. "Please touch me, Ash"

Irresistible by ImmaFrootLoop

I looked up at the man in front of me. He was HOT. But he was also forbidden fruit. He was Alex's brother for God's sake! My boyfriend's brother, none the less. I shouldn't feel at all attracted to him, but the way he was looking at me right now... This wasn't right. He leaned closer though. I was losing all control right then. He pressed his lips to my jaw and my mind went completely blank, like it always does when he was this close. This was wrong. This was wrong. I knew it, but I couldn't bring myself to find the reason. Then it came to me. Alex. Alex would be angry. Now I seemed like a whore. Another kiss, on my neck this time, and another thought slipped away. This is still wrong... Why though? Think Beatrice! Alex came to mind again. Alex came to mind again. I knew there were more reasons than that, but I couldn't think of them at the moment. He moved his lips again, this time peppering kisses across my collarbone and he stopped at the hollow of my throat. I gasped softly. Now my mind was empty. I wasn't even thinking clearly. The only thought that passed my mind was that I wanted more of this. More of him.

Flowerpower - Ashton by laurapxpp

It has been a year since I left without telling anyone Only three people knew, my parents and YOU! You don't know how much I missed you They told me to don't Keep in touch with my friends and family, that's why I didn't give anyone a sign of life from me But now we are back again ~Laura XOXO

The Sweet Silver Song || An Ashton Irwin fanfiction by 5sos-dreaming

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Resistance • l.h.

He paused, looking over at me and frowned, his beautiful face contorting into a sad grimace. "Why did you resist me?" I felt his hand reach out and stroke my cheek, and I had a hard time refusing the urge to lean into his gentle touch. "I want answers," I demanded. "About what?" "Oh, I don't know," I spat quietly, "Maybe for starters, you can explain what the hell is going on. I mean, you're here trying to...touch me, and you're my freaking step-father! I mean, you've banged my mother before!" I slowly watched the corners of his lips twist upward, until he had a smirk plastered across his face. He leaned down, shrinking down to my petite height I highly despised, especially at times like these. "Mmmm, angel," he hissed against my ear, it doesn't mean that she was the one I thought about." --------- Mature rating. Don't read if you find it uncomfortable, etc.