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Only Know You Love Him When You Let Him Go

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Reads 15,517
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Parts 24
Time 3h 16m

coffeeflavoredtearz

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Alexander was happily dating John. Everything was fine. Then it wasn't. John dumps him without telling him anything. But it gets better for him. He falls for his roommate. Sure, cheesy romance film esque, but he was happy. it took so long to find it after the breakup.
After breaking up with Alexander, John was fine. He was free from a clingy and sometimes idiotic boyfriend. But when he begins to see Alexander going out and falling in love with Thomas Jefferson of all people, it breaks his heart. He realizes too late, that he let the love of his life slip through his fingers. He grows depressed, he lost his only friends and his love. He was truly alone.

TRIGGER WARNINGS
implied/ referenced Rape/non con
Self harm
smut
homophobic/transphobic slurs
major character deathAll Rights Reserved

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Alexander and Thomas Hamilton and Jefferson Two entirely different people. Enemies... possible lovers? Alexander silently waited by Thomas's locker, arms crossed. It isn't his fault that he and Thomas were paired together for a debate assignment. Mr. Washington probably just wanted to see Alexander suffer. AND, doing this assignment means that it gives Thomas more time to tease him. Alexander's crush on Thomas was probably the most childish thing in the world, but Thomas just teases him about it, and it is the worst thing ever! The older boy even groped him earlier that day! Alexander clicked back into reality as Thomas started to walk towards his locker.

The Past { Slight Jamilton} ~Completed~ by checkers65

Before his dad left, Alex and his brother used to be a part of their dad's secret spy agency. He loved that life. Thanks to his dad's wealth, he and his brother had non-human hearing, sight, and strength. They were superhuman. But his dad left when he was 10, and he's in his last year of college now. He missed the thrill. But what if people from his past want him to give up what he has now for the life he loved? yes, this is jamilton (kinda) i think i'll change the title...i dont rlly like it college au soulmate au (when you touch, you see colors) spy au (i got the inspiration for a spy au from @jamsandhams or Ava on instagram but its not totally the same.)

Jamilton College AU by AaronLikesToDoStuff

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Save Me·Jamilton by MicahArctic

Alexander Hamilton was just a normal 18 year old but when he meets Thomas Jefferson everything changes. He had it all, a good boyfriend, a good adoptive family, a good group of friends. The two couldn't be more different and yet, they are so similar. Thomas Jefferson was a 20 year old who was the brother to Lafayette. He thought of Alexander as Annoying but it went from loathing to something more. Alex was a college Freshman while Thomas was a college Junior. They became enemies ever since the first encounter but Thomas can't deny how he really feels. Encounter after encounter, they learn more than they would like until everything comes lose. And getting stuck as Roommates doesn't make it any better.

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Mr Jefferson is Coming Home (Jamilton) by HardRockLikeLancelot

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Poison by SarcasticCherry

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All Of Me (Jamilton) [COMPLETED] by 3bubblebees

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Silent Complications by VulcanAvenger27

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