falling for you

"I don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions.
I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them."
- Oscar Wilde

When confronted with the opportunity to accompany his long-time crush on a class trip to Dublin, his sweetest daydream and his worst nightmare come true, at once. Overjoyed with being asked by the handsome, rebellious colleague of his, he tries to gather all his courage to put his worries aside, in an attempt to finally come clean about his feelings and to pursue the stunning man of his dreams.
Intimidated by his crush's adventurous life of casual one night stands and trying to make the world a better place with music, he believes himself to be too plain for this perfect rockstar to waste even a split second thinking about him.
But then, after one drunk night, they are closer than he ever dared to dream...