Second mate? my mate is the bloodlust alpha?

My parents were killed in front of me I have no family left. I was taken in by a pack close to my home. I'm different than any other werewolves. Wandering why? Well ill tell you my mother told me that her great great great grandmother was a werewolf and the other is an eight tails fox but it skipped her other grandparents and parents. I've been wearing baggy pants and large hoodies with the hood up to hide my ears and tail. When I found out about my mate I stayed away from him as long as I could until he found out I was his mate then he rejected me in front of everyone. After he did that I accepted the rejection then I walked away from him and headed home. There's a ball at the royal palace where all of the packs around the world go to meet other packs and try to find their mates and I found out I had a second mate and it was.......him.