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I go by the name Jules Evans. Just thought I should put that out there, not that you will remember me soon anyway. I'm more of the blend-in-the-background sort of girl. Not by choice though - oh no, I would give anything to change that.

You see the 'problem' is my best friend, Lily Everret. She is the living definition of perfection. Everything about her attracts people - her looks and her personality. For as long as I can remember Lily and I have been attached to the hip. We've spent every moment possible together because we grew up next door to each other.

Recently though, it seems like everywhere we go together I become a spectator. Everyone around me forgets I'm there, like when someone is trapped behind a glass wall but no one seems to notice their incessant pounding - that's what its like.

I've done the 5 mile walk back home in the rain, the drunken pick-ups from parties I never even went to and just recently I sacrificed my long-time crush, Colt, for her. But this, ladies and gentlemen, is where I take my stand. I'm going to speak now and make my voice heard. It's about time the people of Westfield finally started to recognise Jules Evans as a person and not Lily's "creepy follower".All Rights Reserved

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