Suicide is my answer |TordEdd Suicidal AU
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Darkness...
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Silence
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And Suicide...
That is what all Edd knows.
But someone came and became Edd's light in the darkness....
After Tord left, Edd became depressed. Tom and Matt tried to cheer him up but it doesn't work, Edd only wants to see the person he loved the most. After four months, Edd was about to commit suicide until the only person he wanted to be with came back. Edd had mixed feelings about Tord.
This story contains swearing, self harm, suicide, depression, sexual acts, and more 18+ acts. It is recommended to be over 12 to read this story.
This story includes TordEdd and ToMatt.
Eddsworld belongs to Edd Gould. May his world keep spinning and may he rest in peace for many years to come.
TordEdd Suicidal AU and book belongs to me. If someone has made this AU before me, please tell me so I may credit them.
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The idea for this story was from a Roleplay I did with a friend.
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