Crash And Burn

The way i loved him was the way i couldn't even love myself.
I loved every flaw and everything about him.
I loved him for him.
Even if his mental issues were apart of him just like mine are apart of me.
I still loved him.
All of him.
But i never will love the fact that we crashed and burned.
Our fire being put out with a forbidden love that will never be once more.
I will never love the fact that instead of hearing the three words that would build my heart.
I love you.
I have to tell myself the there words that will break my heart.
It's all over.
And the two words that make my heart ache because it's true.
He's gone.
Then the four words that make my heart shatter into a thousand pieces permanently.
He's not coming back.