Till we break
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I am Aiden. I am 16 years old. My life is a hell. They bully me. They hate me. I hate myself. I am self harming. I am a trans*boy.
This is my story. I think I am going down...
(This is the first story in the series, the second one is 'Till we fly' and is about Leonard's life)
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