"Kise shut up!" "Kise you are so annoying!" "Kise you are so weak!" "Why are you even around!?" Those words are now engraved into my head, forever staying. I'm falling into my ever growing pit of despaire and fake smiles. Each day passing by I feel like I'm forgetting what it's like to be loved for who you are, the real you, not those half assed things you call a smile or a laugh. I just wish that someone would see though my mask of happiness and uncover my sorrow and pain hidden underneath, then not leave me behind to suffer more, but to actually give me a hand and help me get back on my feet. But that day has yet to come.