Being an idol is never easy and can really take a bad toll on your mental and physical health.
And one of the many affected by it, Min Yoongi.
He was all better.. he thought. He really started feeling happy, he became happy again.. he thought.. That's what he thought, when darkness started to consume him all over again. He wants to tell the members, he really does.. but he can't get himself to do so..
Days and months pass, and he's getting worse each day.. but hey, it's fine, it'll just pass, right? Is what he keeps on saying to himself, but he doesn't even know if he actually believes what he's saying..
It's like his mental and physical health just took a downward spiral, and he doesn't know what to do, or how to deal with it..
..but there's always hope.
It may have been late, you may think.. but he was saved.. he came out alive.. and gradually, the members stood beside him and helped him get better again, little by little, step by step.. especially a certain someone, who just never left his side, not for a single minute..
⚠️TW⚠️ CONTAINS SELF-HARM, SUICIDE ATTEMPTS, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, EATING DISORDER, ETC., IF YOU'RE SENSITIVE TOWARDS THESE TOPICS, THEN I RECOMMEND YOU NOT TO READ
Main ship: Yoonmin
Side ship(s): Taekook, Namjin
Sorry if the description doesn't explain/describe the story well.
Of course, they're all perfect and, for sure, I don't want any of that to happen, it's just the story. I love'em all.
Started: 07/15/2018.
Ended: 09/22/2018.
Edited:
Cover made by me
"... You're a monster," I said, my voice breaking as I sobbed...
"...That I am Jimin, and I'm gonna make this quick..." he held on to my jaw tightly before speaking again...
"...I didn't know you liked friends..."
"...I also didn't know you liked guys... I guess they are a lot of things we don't know about each other..."
"...don't you regret it..."
"...no... I would do it again and again if I have to... I don't regret it. I won't regret... never..."
"...stop Seokjin, you're going to kill him..."
"...he killed my sister, he deserves to die..."
In which Jimin faced two years long bullying from his band members without actually knowing the reason behind it.
With all the twists and turns, the truth finally came to light, names were cleared, and apologies were given, but what about the ....guilt.... fear... and the memories....
The fear is still there, ready to surface whenever triggered, the memories still hunting... How long will it take to get rid of it entirely?
Warning ⚠️
Mention of rape: not too detailed
Bullying
Degradation: not too explicit
Mention of abuse: detailed
None of this relates to the real world, the context of this story is just for content sake.
Thanks 😊
SpadeZ