Turning Backwards

The REAL way I feel.
The way people don't understand me.
The way I need to get these feelings out of my head.
The way might horrific nightmares need to stop.
The way my mom needs to stop doing drugs and actually CARE about me.
The way I need to get out of this mess.
The way I don't know HOW to stop hurting.
The way that every SINGLE day is the SAME.
The way I need to stop.