nondepair, no untimates au.
(they might still have parts of their ultimates though)
WARNING:
any one with depression or is sensitive to things like suicide I highly recommend to be careful reading this for your own health and safety.
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shuichi saihara thought of himself as a regular highschool student, but others would say otherwise. he was always happy, but shy and always wears his hat because of his ability to struggle with looking people in the eyes.
there was only one person who saihara could really open up too and that person was kaede akamatsu. something about her cheerful, careless, and ongoing personality made shuichi feel so open around her.
but one day every thing changes when police find akamatsu, a few days after her dissaperence, dead from a mysterious cause. saihara couldn't handle it, he was no longer the happy saihara that would always go to school now. now he was saihara who wants to be free, who wants happenes, who sometimes ditches school, and who most importantly, just wants to be happy again.
after a few weeks, rantaro amami and kokichi oma, some of his not as close friends, begin to worry about saihara's helth and begin to try and help him.
how will this end? will saihara finally give in and set himself free? will oma or amami be able to help him? or, will he fall head over heels in love with one of his caretakers?
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i randomly got the idea for this, and it was originally one ship, but decided to make it a competitive one. i have the main ship and it ain't chaingin'. but that is only if saihara can survive this hellhole he got trapped in.
*evil grin*
this is the second ever book i've written, and the first time writing angst, so it most likely won't be the best. critique is accepted as long as it's not too harsh
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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