nondepair, no untimates au.
(they might still have parts of their ultimates though)
WARNING:
any one with depression or is sensitive to things like suicide I highly recommend to be careful reading this for your own health and safety.
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shuichi saihara thought of himself as a regular highschool student, but others would say otherwise. he was always happy, but shy and always wears his hat because of his ability to struggle with looking people in the eyes.
there was only one person who saihara could really open up too and that person was kaede akamatsu. something about her cheerful, careless, and ongoing personality made shuichi feel so open around her.
but one day every thing changes when police find akamatsu, a few days after her dissaperence, dead from a mysterious cause. saihara couldn't handle it, he was no longer the happy saihara that would always go to school now. now he was saihara who wants to be free, who wants happenes, who sometimes ditches school, and who most importantly, just wants to be happy again.
after a few weeks, rantaro amami and kokichi oma, some of his not as close friends, begin to worry about saihara's helth and begin to try and help him.
how will this end? will saihara finally give in and set himself free? will oma or amami be able to help him? or, will he fall head over heels in love with one of his caretakers?
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i randomly got the idea for this, and it was originally one ship, but decided to make it a competitive one. i have the main ship and it ain't chaingin'. but that is only if saihara can survive this hellhole he got trapped in.
*evil grin*
this is the second ever book i've written, and the first time writing angst, so it most likely won't be the best. critique is accepted as long as it's not too harsh
❝And every time we touch, I feel like flying.❞
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Sure, they're friends alright. And sometimes, romance sparks where there is friendship. But denial and questioning are some factors to consider, and some things are hard to not think about when it's stuck in your head. This is what Kaede Akamatsu felt, however, she still needs to go through the journey of strengthening her bond with the person she most desires before getting what she likes.
And who might that person be? It's simple, the first person she met when she got into her new school; Rantaro Amami.
Her two other friends Maki Harukawa and Kokichi Ouma are there for her, but she doesn't know if she trusts them enough to let them on her little secret. What if he rejects her? What if he cheats on her? And the most important question: Is he the right person, and is she worth of being his? Being called someone's girlfriend sounds cool, but being called an ex-girlfriend doesn't seem so pleasant. But that doesn't mean she wouldn't try.
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❝Where there is desire there is gonna be a flame, where there is a flame someone's bound to get burned. But just because it burns doesn't mean you're die, you gotta get up and try, try try.❞
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Update: October 31, 2020
I redid the description to add more details, hope you enjoy the story!
-Cherry