Starved to Perfection
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I am a girl.
Is it weird to think that just saying "I am a girl," makes people assume that the next few lines are going to automatically include a damsel in distress, a love story or a transformation story? This is a cliché story absolutely; however, it does not entail such a spin.
"How can you be a sixteen-year-old girl with so many problems?"
"You just need to let things go."
"You're just a kid, and there's so much you haven't done yet."
I'm hungry. I am always hungry. Sometimes I'm not sure what for, but this is my story.
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Ellie Scott is a normal girl, with a normal life and normal problems. Lately, she's been hating herself more than usual. She doesn't understand how far this deep hatred goes, but it's a long tunnel, one she will have a hard time getting out of.
But then she meets someone; someone who sees through her. Up until that moment, nothing had been exceptional. Nothing was out of the ordinary. It was a shift, one she wasn't prepared for. She doesn't know how to deal with someone who makes her feel as though her life is lacking.
A crush on a teacher.
A first love turned best friend.
A cute boy at school.
Three friends that are more like sisters.
A family that loves each other.
Pretty full picture, right?
Enter a stranger.
And suddenly, the picture is incomplete.
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