Starved to Perfection
RobbieDoyle
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  • Reads 5,692
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  • Parts 26
  • Time 4h 5m
RobbieDoyle
Ongoing, First published Jul 03, 2018
Mature
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I am a girl. 

Is it weird to think that just saying "I am a girl," makes people assume that the next few lines are going to automatically include a damsel in distress,  a love story or a transformation story? This is a cliché story absolutely; however, it does not entail such a spin.

"How can you be a sixteen-year-old girl with so many problems?"

"You just need to let things go."

"You're just a kid, and there's so much you haven't done yet."

I'm hungry. I am always hungry. Sometimes I'm not sure what for, but this is my story.

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Ellie Scott is a normal girl, with a normal life and normal problems. Lately, she's been hating herself more than usual. She doesn't understand how far this deep hatred goes, but it's a long tunnel, one she will have a hard time getting out of.

But then she meets someone; someone who sees through her. Up until that moment, nothing had been exceptional. Nothing was out of the ordinary. It was a shift, one she wasn't prepared for. She doesn't know how to deal with someone who makes her feel as though her life is lacking. 

A crush on a teacher.

A first love turned best friend.  

A cute boy at school. 

Three friends that are more like sisters.

A family that loves each other.

Pretty full picture, right?

Enter a stranger. 

And suddenly, the picture is incomplete.
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