Lion (An Ashton Irwin Story)
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Reading this journal is the first of many wrong things I will have to do and I hate myself for being so callous. I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to intentionally hurt a human being. That’s not who I am, I just want to go back to how it was before I made this my life. I can’t though so, I push the guilt out of my head remembering what will happen if I don’t do this.
I have 5 months to get this done and I can’t fuck it up like last time.
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