The Meaning Behind Cold.
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Last published Mon, Feb 1, 2021
This is the back story of a girl called Harper and how she changed her name (sounds boring af). I'm only writing this because it's a character I made up and I wanna turn it into a story. The basic back story is she has a bad child hood and gets sent away to an orphanage but I'll go into more detail. But there are a lot of themes of depression and suicide so read at your own will. I will go into detail of how she feels physically and mentally. If you don't like it that's fine this is just for fun. And yes it is an Undertale thing. It's an old game I know and the fandom has torn it apart but I don't care, I like it and that's what matters. So yeah, enjoy.
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