All the words written here are for her to read. As she loves and cares about me so much to help me find new coping mechanism in my darkest hours. I can't ever find or choose the right words to say and when I talk I end up forgetting or repeating myself so she told me to write it all down and then refine it as I go. when we have time to give each other the full attention as we both want to together I don't have to spend that precious time explaining context and we can just skip to the end and feel at peace. To help each walk through life. It's going to be a long book with no end in sight but we are worth it. She is worth breaking down the walls in my mansion.