Out Of My Control
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Dakota is not your average girl; for starters, she's not even a girl. Dakota identifies as agender and is also gay.
Life has never been easy for Dakota. Parents that always fight, drunk and abusive father, and the biggest obstacle of them all, their mental state. Dakota suffers from severe anxiety and depression, alexithymia, severe social anxiety, disassociation, and gender dysphoria. A long list that has kept her from living life for some time. Currently living with her best friend Dylan, Dakota is trying to get help for herself while also trying to find her way through the maze that is love.
The biggest problem?
It's out of her control.
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