Too Much

I've always felt this way. Felt like I wasn't enough for anything nor anyone. I don't know when the feelings came precisely but it started in the beginning of high school.

I was discovering my sexuality when I was about 12 years old. Up until that point I thought I was just like my older sister. She inspires me so much. She's talented, pretty, tall, funny, and kind hearted. But there was just one thing I didn't quite catch from her. She's straight and I'm not.

It didn't really faze me until I entered high school where the most immature people are and the stupidest people belong to. I'm not noticed in school, and it continues even at home.

And until then, I was waiting for the day that would change my life. I just haven't figured out if it's for the best or if it's Too Much to handle yet...