Only Half Bad (ON HOLD)

Hold on just a little while longer.

I had lived by this for years now. At every turn it was the words uttered to me, first by my mother, then by my aunt, and then by... him...

My question to every person who has ever said this to me; what is there to hold onto?

My entire existence is an abomination. My very breath is cursed, my every move is haunted by evil I did not ask for. The only reason I am alive, is because I am dead.

I am not human. I am not android.

I am both.
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Conner x reader