Love Me Now, Marry Me Later

"Yes I know that I cannot be in your heart because there is already one inside. Yes I know that whatever I do, you won't like nor love me because I am not your type of girl but there is just one thing I would like to say to you... that I love you! I really love you even if there is already someone in your heart..." I started crying. "But I am so damn to fall in love with a person who doesn't have any heart for people like me! you're looking at me as if I'm the worst person you've ever met but though you always treat me like a bullshit, I'm always behind you! Because you know why? It's because I'm in love with you but you don't even care because you only care for yourself! So as a gift for you... I've been thinking of this for a long time... I know you will be happy on what will I do after this conversation of ours so I'm here... Standing in front of you for the last time while crying... I.. You... You won't see this face ever again starting at the time I will leave you after this conversation. If we ever see each other again, I guess we will be a strangers but if it will happened... I think it will be a long time... So for the last time I'm still standing in front of you... I would like you to know how much I really love you. So I'm here... being your genie for the first and last time..." I left him alone and I let myself crying while going out that garden. Yes it hurts but I know this is the best thing to do. Not just for him but also for me... for me to move on and to forget my feelings for him.