Alexis Jackson was a young , lively and confident girl during the daylight , yet she only knew how broken , lost and depressed she was at night. Knowing , it was reality she couldnt wake up feeling normal but all she could hope was to end the night without thinking about her past. She was trying to get over her sleepless nights all on her own. She knew she could break through her thoughts with her ending herself in tears . The people surrounding her , always gave her advices and trying to reach out to her world yet it wasn't easy for them to understand the position she was every night. Having nightmare while being alive was a torture yet she lived her life hoping someday all of this would come to an end. Do take note , everything written is in Alexis Jackson's point of view :)