Forever {Cashton 5SOS}
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  • Reads 96,643
  • Votes 4,209
  • Parts 29
  • Time 4h 17m
Ongoing, First published Apr 25, 2014
Ashton has never been the happiest and has never thought highly of himself, but soon he learns being famous, while it can be great at times, has its down sides. He gets tremendous amounts of hate on a daily basis which certainly doesn't help his self-confidence. He finds himself with an eating disorder. All of this piled on top of having a crush on his friend and bandmate, Calum, whom he is convinced will never love him back. Will it be too much for Ashton?


***Trigger warning: depression, self harm, eating disorder***
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Once you start reading the hate, you don't stop. You repeat the words over and over in your head until you believe it's true yourself. It's not going to stop, you'll just have to learn to live with it. Always being a little more sensitive when it comes to critic, Ashton finds himself having a hard time dealing with the hate, that comes with being famous. His band mates, however don't seem to notice, they themselves don't have a problem when it comes to hate, they simply learned to ignore it. Ashton didn't. He never learned how to do that. He had already cut before and managed to stop, for the band, for the fans, for his friends. But the constant hate seems to trigger it again and this time his friends don't realize what's going on, except for Luke. He notices soon enough, at least everyone hopes that it was on time.